*sigh*

life is good, great even (honestly, it is!)
but that's very hard to see when u CANT STOP SNEEZING
i am allergic to my own freaking house
its all dusty and it smells like paint
so my sinus issues are back x.x haih
now i have to eat the stupid pills again
..im afraid my zits will be back because of this o.o
*traumatized*

well, obviously i didnt online to blog about this
i just wanted to write about whats going on
cause i think even i cant catch up

so, would u guys like the good news, the bad news
..or the undetermined news?

i can actually go on and on and on and on and on
and on, about the good news
cause mostly its about asyraf <3
god he is so adorable
but a weeeeee bit sloppy

and he has stubby fingers
but his smile is so charming
his teeth are so amazingly straight
but god hes so sloppy!

u might think im some sort of obsessive stalker
but im actually just very observant
okay maybe with a LITTLE pinch of obsessive
HEE? i cant help it dammit!

that saturday (we had a ceramah thang) i spent most of the time staring at him
instead of the penceramah (who looked like p.ramlee and jibul XD)
i know where his moles are and stuff XD

okay okay ill stop
bad news time?
hmm i dont know what to do with my life
and ami, i dont know what to be when i grow up
my ambitions picked me, i didnt pick them
i wonder what my dad would say if i said i didnt want to be an accountant o.O
if i said that then ill need a new ambition
which i dont know what

but i already know what course im taking
ill be taking accountancy, biology, physics, add maths x.x (nobody said it was all algebra!!!) and est
my mum said est would be good for me

right, undetermined part
first of all DODA
im not WITH anybody
nor do i choose to be for the time being
having crushes on everybody is way funner XD

buuuuuuuut
i cant say this
i want to say this
i thiiiiiiiiink
im starting tooooo
re-like somebody
which i cant tell

u guys would laugh at me
after being totally gobsmacked
so ..lets just forget about it ^^
BUT the problem is, i TRIED
very very hard to forget about it
but i cant! i got pissed when i figured out that i liked him
aiya i think im insane

ps: still merajuk-ing with everibadi FOR DITCHING ME THAT SATURDAY AND NOT EVEN SAYING SORRY OR EVEN ACKNOWLEDGING IT