shoes, shoes, shoes!

:D

ive bought my raya shoes just nw
YAAAAAY!

god i love shoes
but sadly i only bought one pair
psssh :(

actually i bought sandals
weird
cause i dnt usually raya in sandals ..or evn wear em
idk y

i only bought the sandals to wear with my baju kurung
cause im nt gonna raya in sneaker-ish flats (that i am currently wearing (that are really dirty) that are the same as imans)) lol
im jst gonna wear my flats when im raya-ing in jeans

anyways i bought em in alamanda
and theyre RED
since my baju kurungs are maroon and peach
so i thought red would match em?

after i bought my shoes my mum wanted to buy curtains
cause the old one ws.. well old
so we walked alot to look fr the right one

my feet were killing me!
since my toe nails were kinda long
okay they were really long

and the curtain sales dude reminded me of eric leong lol
frrreaky o.o

then my mum bought some kuih raya bekas-es lol
then i bought some innerwear
yay?!

ps: there were no hotties in alamanda tday

sad i knw

Don't speak liar

"dont speak liar" a song by we the kings
something i can relate to

im kinda emo tday
first i was okay then i was emo then i was okay again
but i ended up writing a blog on how emo i currently am

im not the emo type actually, but when i do get emo..
well lets say its not pretty
and when im done being emo i despise myself for acting that way
its pretty rare for me to cry cause i dont want to feel weak
let alone look weak

but im not the emotionless type okay
i have feelings too
sometimes i think noone knows that unless theyve seen me cry

this is what happened
and im only going to talk about this here
cause its humiliating and im trying to save my pride
whats left of it that is

so u guys know abt the prank call from nifu ryte?
i know the prankster didnt really mean what he said and i know its a prank
cause obviously nifu doesnt love me lol
but i kinda hoped nifu was the one talking cause god hes hott

but i figured out who the prankster was and nifu had nothing at all to do with it
he doesnt evn know about it
nothing! ZIPPO

so yeah i knew that might happen but i didnt expect to be lied to about it
zaki was the one who called
he used his cousins phone
and i knew this when he texted me using his cousins phone
and i saved that number

so i got pissed off
cause when the rocks and i tried to figure out who did it
we were like "xkn laa zaki kot"
so yeah it was unexpected
if he reads this i bet he'll be damn proud
so whatever

I HOPE UR HAPPY MR.PRANKSTER OF THE YEAR!
cause i bloody am not

not only did u fucking played me,u fucking lied to me too
and about nifu!
of all the things u coulda said u just haaaad to pretend u were him hm?!
i should be more secretive cause nowadays u cant even trust ur own friends

but i should thank u for making me realize that

just because im not as emo as put or whoevr u cn play with my fucking feelings?!
oh wait maybe u think i have no feelings at all

sometimes when im mad or serious
people will just laugh
cause im always sarcastic and stuff
so they dont even bother about my feelings

a nightmare

first of all i know noone's gonna read this
since noone cares about me or my blogs
and the only reason im still posting stuff up is well cause im a bored loser
with nothing to do at home

so here goes,

tday i woke up waaay early cause i had the most horrible dream imaginable!
and i am not being a drama queen about it cause it is seriously BAAAAAAAD
why else would i wake up at 11.30 IN THE MORNING
like whoa thats rare

at first the nightmare was actually the best dream ever
because there was BRENDON URIE (screams)

yes the one and only brendon urie was in MY dream
probably because we were soo ment to be
or maybe cause i watched a hell lot of videos of him before i slept
but i like to think its cause of the 1st reason hee ^^

anyways besides him there were;
nunu rin aisya put ami and some of my classmates
AND MY SEJARAH TEACHER
weird i know

so me and put and aisya were at SKSI not SMKSI
and we were talking about throwing a concert there (lols)
so i was like lets get panic at the disco!
so theeen panic friggin came! omg
but since i love bden i didnt see the other band members hha

gaaaaah he was too hot to be alive
so they started singing then i looked at bden then he looked back! omgah
but after a short while it started to rain
and panic said lets go home
after a short while!

so they were like being such jerks
cause they acted like they didnt want to be there
they wouldnt even take pics with us or sign stuff
so idk what happened next cause i kinda forgot
but they started to leave and i was like dont go yet blablabla
and brendon didnt even care!
he was acting like a jerky rockstar

so i was CRUSHED
my heart was hancur lebur-ed by a hottie
then i started to cry so nunu and rin comforted me
but it didnt work
cause being turned down by brendon has to be the saddest thing imaginable
then brendon felt guilty so he tried to pujuk me somehow
but my ego was so i high i just went to the school gate and cried my eyes out
(not literally)
and when he left i woke up and i felt like i was really crying

i cant believe i woke up because brendon was a jerk!
but i know in real life hes as sweet as pie
and as hott as a pie <3 gaah
i love you brendon! we WILL meet one day
and then u'll masuk islam and marry me evn if ur 21 and im 14 XD

Shia laBeouf

aka buff is going to be in the movie eagle eye
eeeeeek!
the movie is about shia and some chick being hunted down by the FBI or smtg
and some mysterious lady is helping them out
theyre trying to figure out why theyre wanted by the FBI and stuff

but in this movie shia doesnt shave =.=
i bet the directors made him not shave!
how can they be so cruel, boo them
but hey some facial hair cant hide his hottness! lol
his voice is kinda hott too
gaah i SOSOSOO want to watch eagle eye

enough about that,
tday mawar was like EVERYWHERE
when it was recess time he walked by us
eating some french fries
mmm ^^
since he's not a muslim he can eat la

and then when we were at the library
he was there too!
looking at me o.o
and so was his friend

he's christian i think
and his real name is danny
but he knows we call him mawar
and i think we freaked him out at first, lol
cause there were like 7 of us calling him mawar
and he was like im danny la
but we still wanted to call him mawar XD

oh then when it was time to go home
i saw zakiyy,jibul (his hair is long now),ali
so when i saw ali i thought there would be K
and guess who was ryte
MOI : D
and well thats it i guess lol
g'bye

ps;shias bday is the same as mine ;D

failure

i still cant find K's blogspot
he wouldnt tell anyone
hw cruel

i sound lyk such a hypocrite
cause i wouldnt give my blogspot to jibul
meheh

i wonder if he alrdy found it
mybe hes reading ths o.o
freaky

anyways ntg different happened tday
i didnt see anyone interesting tday
except mawar
is he interesting? baah idk

im still nt finished with my book
mybe ill finish it tmrw
but i hv tons of folio work
gaaah

ps:yay esk cuti!

hate is a strong word

but i really really really dont like u
i REALLY dont like u

sorta moody ryte nw
im nt mad at my frnds
(okay u guys)

i had these songs in my head all day
-hate is a strong word by plain white t's
-absolutely by nine days

i sang tht 2nd song at school fr putput ^^
lol
aah what memories lie behind tht song XD

i didnt rlly hv a bad day
my day ws alright
but then "you" jst haaad to ruin my day
even if you did say just one thing

you knw you are rlly good at ruining my day
it takes skills to do tht to me

hmm i guess thts all fr nw
im knda bored
and lonely
hw pathetic aye :D