28.2.10

Im thinkiiiiiing

Im thinking of deactivating my FB account
Its pissing me off
I never thought it was a good idea to have the account in the first place anyway

Adults arent ment to have social networking accounts, its just wrong
And creepy, but mostly wrooooong
Teens already hate other teens stalking them, now imagine an adult who just so happens to be ur parent, stalking u
And whatever u do there can be used against u

Omg by saying all that I just made up my mind
SEE YA LATUHHHH FB

I dunno if my mum stalks me or not, but shes friends with Amir
I just blocked both of them so they cant search for me through the fb search engine
But Im not too confident about that

This mess is all caused by Amir
God, u are such an aaaaaaaaaadeiiiiiiiijfffffffftfcuuuuuuuuuuuum
My dad saw him fb-ing, luckily I was upstairs so he didnt get the chance to grill me
So for a few days Im gonna keep my distance from him and the lap top
And again, Amir ur such an aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaddddddddeifchhhhhhhauuuuu =.=

SO SO LAME
ADULTS ARE SO SO ANNOYING
Go knit something or go to a PTA meeting or something
Geez, GET. A. LIFE.

12.2.10

..but it wont be the same

*sighs* u guys are really making it hard for me to stop being so sad
honestly? even haziq nearly made me cry
he was being soo nice and said that he'll miss us all and i just wanted to cry after that : (
then reading aisya's and put's and ami's, gosh ami's blog didnt help cheer me up either

i dont know what to do now..

it wont be the same without u guys
i dont know what school will be like after this
gosh, its going to be so quiet

but im not gonna make u guys stay anymore
not because i dont want u guys to stay, trust me theres nothing i want more than to graduate with u guys
i want u guys to go and not come back ( i cant believe i finally said that )

i know how hard u guys worked for this
how much u wanted this
how often u prayed for this
and now ur given the chance to have a brighter future, so take it and dont let go

u guys have each other so please dont give up
i know u guys, u guys might go through some emotional breakdowns but u guys never give up
gosh now im crying >.<

i didnt think i was going to cry today actually
i had quite some time to get used to the idea of u guys leaving but i just couldnt control my emotions
it was really hard

im gonna miss u Amirah Tahir and Puteri Afrina Abdullah
no one will ever take ur places because u guys are unique
u guys made me who i am today, and im glad