dear bloggie,

oh bloggie i hope this post will make it through this time

do u know how pissed i am at u intrnt ppl

jeez i cnt even reply a bloody cmnt or post a blog!

wht do u wnt me to do tom?! sms ppl

hello i dnt have a phone anymore

and oh blog ppl wht do u wnt me to do hm?!

write a friggin diari? puh-leees



ok so this holiday i wont be going anywhere

and my friends are living by shakespears poem

u knw LIFE'S BRIEF CANDLE

based upon macbeth's wife who died yadda yadda

( see i read poems too ;D )

well i seriously thought noone would take tht poem seriously

but i thought wrong

my friends arent really enjoying theyre holidays

well not all of em

they know who they are

rin is one of the lucky ones who get to go somewhere!

and thx to u we cnt do our svk folio

seriously thx, im not perli-ing :D

anyways shakeys poem is abt hw life is meaningless

fr the ones who are having a rough week tht would make a hell lot of sense

but when ur all calm its total bullshit

like who says life is meaningless

trust me ive been through that phase so dnt say i knw nothing

u wanna be a loner,u dnt wnt to be happy since u dnt get the point

blablabla its all the same and everyone goes through that

its not the end of the world and even if it is make the best of it



hard to believe all of this is coming from me

but hey i cn be as deep as iman too ;D

..damn i forgot wht i ws gonna type next

ugh i ws on a roll here



life aint fun when everything revolves on one thing tht stinks

noone has a perfect life

especially me

idk why ppl think i have a perfect life

trust me behind the yellow walls of my house theres drama

jst because im always happy at school doesnt mean im always jolly

i have issues too i cry too

and yeah i knw i dnt have the i-cry-myself-to-sleep face

but its not lyk it nvr happened before

hmm i guess the whole point of me writing ths blog is because i dnt wnt my friends to fight

and i dnt wnt puteri to feel down

i hope she wont mind me writing her name ..its not lyk i have any other frnds on blogspot meheh

i knw hw it feels when ppl say they knw hw u feel when obviously they dont

i knw wht its lyk to be alone and have noone to talk to

but i did get over all of tht

and trust me its jst an emotional game

its real but it doesnt mean ur life will always suck

things come and go and other things jst remain the same

and trust me u dnt wnt ur life be miserable forever

i blame everything on shakeys