I feel nothing

Noooo, I dont mean Im emotionless
All Im sayin is that I dont feel any difference, at all
So far, 2009 and 2010 are the same
Maybe cause Im the type that doesnt really make resolutions, or watch the new year count down, or get all excited over the fireworks display

The new years just made me feel older
Not in a good way, like I feel any more matured like that, no
Im the same, everythings the same
I dont have any new friends ..yet?
I havent lost any friends ..yet x.x

Actually, I HATE NEW YEARS
This is the 2nd year in a row that Ive felt all bummed about a new year
I hate change
I like things the way they are
I just got the hang of 2009 and now I have to start all over
Which sucks, alot

Okay I sound so depressed =.= Ill stop now
I feel like making resolutions
Which is very rare for me
I usually just go with the flow ..ish lol

Soooo here goes?

1- Try to exercise everyday
2- Increase my vocabulary (so I can be all show offy lol)
3- Be less emotional XD
4- Stop swearing so much; If u guys paid any attention, I have been saying lame stuff like dang, shiz, watafish, etc for quite some time now
5- STOP CRUSHING ON PEOPLE WHO WILL NEVER EVER, EVER, LIKE ME BACK

Okay thats about it really

Oh wait one more
6- Get better grades so the pure science people can eat my friggin dust! HAHA XD

Sooo yeah, thats it
Ill try my best to adapt to the changes coming my way

OHH WAIT ANOTHER ONE
7- Do better at night photography and portraiture, maybe

I think number 7 is the most important to me
I felt so bad when I was in Singapore and I didnt get a good snap of the city at night
HOW SAD