Sleeping all day, staying up all night

It's Thursday and Ive been meaning to blog but since school has already started I dont have much time to write, and I take a looong time to write lol
I feel so sleepy at school nowadays z.z
Maybe cause I haven't been napping
For some reason I just cant fall asleep in the evening anymore O.O
Thats rare for me cause Ive been taking naps ever since I was 12
And my mum tried to make me stop napping cause Id sleep til 6 in the evening and I should hv been using the time to study for my UPSR exam
She obviously failed XD

Uw speaking of failure, I didnt fail anything from my past exam *yay?*
BUT MY MATH SUDDENLY SAKS
And when ur 16 u sure use alot of math =.=''
Add math was blegh, math was disappointing and physics was blegh too
Curse all the friggin formulas

Language papers were okay though ^^
Im still waiting for my account paper
I hv no idea where the account teacher is
DID SHE LIKE FORGET ABOUT ME?
COME ON, HOW CAN U FORGET ME?!
I AM THE ONLY ONE THATS BUSTING MY ARSE WITH 11 PAPERS HERE
*sighs* =.=''

Oh well, Im still in a good mood
2 days straight so far lol
During Agama Nunu and I kept asking questions
Ustazah was talking about how stealing is wrong and by law u could slice off a robber's hand for it
So I made Nunu ask if stealing someone's husband was a sin XD
Her answer was "...........xde la kene potong tangan'' lol wasnt really the answer I was looking for though

And today was interesting cause during Chem, Nunu Doda and Izrin were in my group
We were called FERTILISERZ lmao XDD
Cikgu Nik made us pick a name that was chemistry-related but we didnt wanna change the name so it stuck lol
And theres a Z at the end cause I spelled it ''fertiliZer'' and Doda spelled it ''fertiliSer'' so we combined both and it became FERTILISERZ

But then Cikgu Nik made us give reasons why we chose that name so I said that cow faeces wont be wasted and cause itz kool XD
Lmao Izrin was hilarious and he laughed at everything and everyone, including bear XD
He left bear speechless! RARE MUCH

I heartz u guys <3

Im thinkiiiiiing

Im thinking of deactivating my FB account
Its pissing me off
I never thought it was a good idea to have the account in the first place anyway

Adults arent ment to have social networking accounts, its just wrong
And creepy, but mostly wrooooong
Teens already hate other teens stalking them, now imagine an adult who just so happens to be ur parent, stalking u
And whatever u do there can be used against u

Omg by saying all that I just made up my mind
SEE YA LATUHHHH FB

I dunno if my mum stalks me or not, but shes friends with Amir
I just blocked both of them so they cant search for me through the fb search engine
But Im not too confident about that

This mess is all caused by Amir
God, u are such an aaaaaaaaaadeiiiiiiiijfffffffftfcuuuuuuuuuuuum
My dad saw him fb-ing, luckily I was upstairs so he didnt get the chance to grill me
So for a few days Im gonna keep my distance from him and the lap top
And again, Amir ur such an aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaddddddddeifchhhhhhhauuuuu =.=

SO SO LAME
ADULTS ARE SO SO ANNOYING
Go knit something or go to a PTA meeting or something
Geez, GET. A. LIFE.

..but it wont be the same

*sighs* u guys are really making it hard for me to stop being so sad
honestly? even haziq nearly made me cry
he was being soo nice and said that he'll miss us all and i just wanted to cry after that : (
then reading aisya's and put's and ami's, gosh ami's blog didnt help cheer me up either

i dont know what to do now..

it wont be the same without u guys
i dont know what school will be like after this
gosh, its going to be so quiet

but im not gonna make u guys stay anymore
not because i dont want u guys to stay, trust me theres nothing i want more than to graduate with u guys
i want u guys to go and not come back ( i cant believe i finally said that )

i know how hard u guys worked for this
how much u wanted this
how often u prayed for this
and now ur given the chance to have a brighter future, so take it and dont let go

u guys have each other so please dont give up
i know u guys, u guys might go through some emotional breakdowns but u guys never give up
gosh now im crying >.<

i didnt think i was going to cry today actually
i had quite some time to get used to the idea of u guys leaving but i just couldnt control my emotions
it was really hard

im gonna miss u Amirah Tahir and Puteri Afrina Abdullah
no one will ever take ur places because u guys are unique
u guys made me who i am today, and im glad

Looking fear right in the eyes *grr?*

I guess I should explain the title first;
Tomorrow ze family and I are going to the polo club (haven't been there in ages yo)
and Imma face. my. fear.
My dad teached Amir how to ride the other day and I got all jealous (typical me really)
I havent ridden in ages so I really miss it
BUT I did almost fall off
After the day I almost fell, horse riding was never the same

Wow I sound really dramatic XD

But yeaaaaah I wanna try riding again to see if I can suddenly be all trauma-less?
After thinking all about it I started to day dream about getting my own horse as a sweet sixteen gift XD
HAHA YEAH RIGHT, like that's ever gonna happen
It would be really cool though : O

And now I wanna look at my 2010 resolutions
The ones I failed at after just one month XD
Tadaa:

1- Be less emotional; yeaaaaah that really isnt working out since I got all pissed at Hariz yesterday and ignored him all day today

2- Stop swearing so much; LMAO LIKE THIS COULD EVER HAPPEN

3- STOP CRUSHING ON PEOPLE WHO WILL NEVER EVER, EVER, LIKE ME BACK; cant help myself?

Im still working on resolution numero uno though which is "try to exercise everyday''
Maybe Ill cut everyday and make it just ..I dont know

Hm yeah all I know is that I feel like talking about boys

1- saw pondok just now, he saw me too and was grinning and saying some stuff to his friends I guess

2- hot bod guy has side burns, guh-ross

3- HEEEEEEE after a whole year of stalking asyraf, he finally notices me <3 and my crazy menyibuk friends =.='' (YEAH IM TALKIN BOUT U AISYA) lol

4- haziq says Im hebat o.O? cool

5- izzat azwa isnt as annoying in real life, maybe he's afraid of me XD

6- I like cikgu varathan! ( I dont mean I have a crush on him though =.= )

7- hariz is really creepy when he does this --> O.O he should stick to being sepet

Okay Im done now, gracias for reading this load of shizz <3

I CAN SEE CLEARLY NOW

..THE RAIN IS GOOONE
lol I cant stop singing that!

Yesterday (Saturday) I finally got my contact lenses!
I thought I had to wait a whole week but YAY I didnt have to

So yeah, the whole family went to KLCC
Deric, the optometrist told me my eye sight didnt get any worse so that was a HUUUUGE relief
and almost, kind of, very shocking o.o
My spectacle powers are 400 and 375 ..told u guys I am blind

Deric, the optometrist, was probably the nicest chinese guy I have EVER met
besides Uncle Danny of course
who isnt my Uncle fyi
cause well, hes chinese, duh?
hes just a neighbour who's friends with my dad
and his wife taught me how to play the swings
aww? XD

and the time I finally got Astro, I played badminton with him
yeaaah, good times, good times

ANYWAAAYS (I should stop being so nostalgic), Deric taught me how to put the contacts on
WHICH WAS VERY VERY FRUSTRATING
my eye got all watery and I thought I was gonna end up blind
but I got it! eventually
and Deric said those were tears of joy

..then I had the other eye
my left eye was ever watery-er? and I started sniffing
and Deric thought I was crying =.=''
but he was so sweet lol and was like, 'aww dont cry'
LOL

wee then I got all over-excited because I could finally see things clearly
and I hugged my car because I could see it (not that I couldnt before)
and I stared at a couple of cute guys and they stared back
WEE LIFE COULDNT GET ANY BETTER
okay maybe it could, but whatever

I feel nothing

Noooo, I dont mean Im emotionless
All Im sayin is that I dont feel any difference, at all
So far, 2009 and 2010 are the same
Maybe cause Im the type that doesnt really make resolutions, or watch the new year count down, or get all excited over the fireworks display

The new years just made me feel older
Not in a good way, like I feel any more matured like that, no
Im the same, everythings the same
I dont have any new friends ..yet?
I havent lost any friends ..yet x.x

Actually, I HATE NEW YEARS
This is the 2nd year in a row that Ive felt all bummed about a new year
I hate change
I like things the way they are
I just got the hang of 2009 and now I have to start all over
Which sucks, alot

Okay I sound so depressed =.= Ill stop now
I feel like making resolutions
Which is very rare for me
I usually just go with the flow ..ish lol

Soooo here goes?

1- Try to exercise everyday
2- Increase my vocabulary (so I can be all show offy lol)
3- Be less emotional XD
4- Stop swearing so much; If u guys paid any attention, I have been saying lame stuff like dang, shiz, watafish, etc for quite some time now
5- STOP CRUSHING ON PEOPLE WHO WILL NEVER EVER, EVER, LIKE ME BACK

Okay thats about it really

Oh wait one more
6- Get better grades so the pure science people can eat my friggin dust! HAHA XD

Sooo yeah, thats it
Ill try my best to adapt to the changes coming my way

OHH WAIT ANOTHER ONE
7- Do better at night photography and portraiture, maybe

I think number 7 is the most important to me
I felt so bad when I was in Singapore and I didnt get a good snap of the city at night
HOW SAD

You've got me love struck

U know how last year I made a top ten hottie list of 08?
Well I think its about time to make a top ten hottie list of 09!
WEE IM SO HYPED UP XD

So here goes, the guys I craved in 09!

1- This one is a no brainer, of course, the one and only, BRENDON BOYD URIE <3

omgah I love uuuuuuuuuu XD

2- Anthony Padilla from smosh who Aisya thinks looks like Brendon o.O


3- Tae Yang .....he's so sexy omagad I cant help it XD


*coughALLURFAULTDODAcough*

4- Ricardo Kaka, the only athlete I have EVER cared about lol



he's blind, I'm blind, aww chemistry ;D

5- Hayden Christensen

Gaaaaaaah look at him! gorgeoussss *wipes away drool*

6- Kevin Wu! aka Kevjumba hee he's so funny


7- I love funny Asians meheh, Ryan Higa!


8- Aladdin, yes Aladdin, hes real to me okay?!

I can pretty much quote most of ur movie <3

9- John Mayer, I lap u and ur songs man


10- James Marsden, yeah the dude from 27 Dresses, he has a charming smile :3


And a few that didnt quite make the cut (cehXD)

- Teddy Geiger, I only love his songs now : |
- Nelson Mandela! lol
- Enrique Iglesias, why do u have to be so old x.x
- Ryan Ross, thats what u get for leaving Brendon! Traitor! but I still think ur kinda cute XD
- James Mcavoy, too short tsk tsk x.x