A great find

Don't hurt the heart who didn't hurt your heart.
But hurt the heart who hurts your heart.
But how can you hurt the heart who hurts you heart.
When you love the heart who hurts your heart.

It is a tongue twister
And it is amazingly true

Let me just be frank, I mean, random

I reaaaaally am too tired to write a proper story so just bare with my sudden sentences that might have nothing to do with each other

I LIKE COLOURZ OH YEZ, here we go XD:

Rin, Nunu, Alep ..and Doda(?) are going to take prinsip perakaunan too
Hmm o.O.o
The teacher is sposed to be really good but I dunno the details yet so chill yo
LETS KILL THOSE KREATIF KIDS YO
CEN-DE-KIA! CEN-DE-KIA!
(and so the crappiness begins)

I love singing with Doda, Aisya, Nunu and Rin everyday <3
I think we're the reason that it keeps raining heavily all the damn time XD
Yellowcard and Secondhand Serenade songs with Rin
Malay oldies and English ones too with Doda
Theme songs with Aisya
Anything thats on MTV with Nunu lol

Im gonna miss Cikgu Nik : |
Chemistry classes have been really fun lately
Cikgu Nik always give examples that have something to do with marriage lol

Teasing Naufal is fun XD
He is amazingly patient with us o.o
Not alot of people are
I wonder why LOL

Just watched Aidid's Baby cover
Put some pants on man -..-

What colour am I gonna use next?

Wow, there sure is ALOT of homework to be done this week
I have no effing clue on what to do about my BM lisan

This colour reminds me of poop, ew

There is a sale at Ikea o.o and Cotton on!
I wanna gooooo
AHH THE URGE TO SHOP X.X

I wonder if Ami and Put have as much fun as we do at skool
HMM, I really miss u guys
When I saw u guys at skool I literally jumped out of my seat lol

Is a 3.55 GPA any good?
I got number 7 grr
Lost to Sufie by 3 marks and 6 marks to Sania
Will get ya'll next time

Am not in the mood for any more exams
NO MID TERM PLEAAAAAAAAAASEE

Im gonna go camwhoring now
Ciao bellas

Sleeping all day, staying up all night

It's Thursday and Ive been meaning to blog but since school has already started I dont have much time to write, and I take a looong time to write lol
I feel so sleepy at school nowadays z.z
Maybe cause I haven't been napping
For some reason I just cant fall asleep in the evening anymore O.O
Thats rare for me cause Ive been taking naps ever since I was 12
And my mum tried to make me stop napping cause Id sleep til 6 in the evening and I should hv been using the time to study for my UPSR exam
She obviously failed XD

Uw speaking of failure, I didnt fail anything from my past exam *yay?*
BUT MY MATH SUDDENLY SAKS
And when ur 16 u sure use alot of math =.=''
Add math was blegh, math was disappointing and physics was blegh too
Curse all the friggin formulas

Language papers were okay though ^^
Im still waiting for my account paper
I hv no idea where the account teacher is
DID SHE LIKE FORGET ABOUT ME?
COME ON, HOW CAN U FORGET ME?!
I AM THE ONLY ONE THATS BUSTING MY ARSE WITH 11 PAPERS HERE
*sighs* =.=''

Oh well, Im still in a good mood
2 days straight so far lol
During Agama Nunu and I kept asking questions
Ustazah was talking about how stealing is wrong and by law u could slice off a robber's hand for it
So I made Nunu ask if stealing someone's husband was a sin XD
Her answer was "...........xde la kene potong tangan'' lol wasnt really the answer I was looking for though

And today was interesting cause during Chem, Nunu Doda and Izrin were in my group
We were called FERTILISERZ lmao XDD
Cikgu Nik made us pick a name that was chemistry-related but we didnt wanna change the name so it stuck lol
And theres a Z at the end cause I spelled it ''fertiliZer'' and Doda spelled it ''fertiliSer'' so we combined both and it became FERTILISERZ

But then Cikgu Nik made us give reasons why we chose that name so I said that cow faeces wont be wasted and cause itz kool XD
Lmao Izrin was hilarious and he laughed at everything and everyone, including bear XD
He left bear speechless! RARE MUCH

I heartz u guys <3

Im thinkiiiiiing

Im thinking of deactivating my FB account
Its pissing me off
I never thought it was a good idea to have the account in the first place anyway

Adults arent ment to have social networking accounts, its just wrong
And creepy, but mostly wrooooong
Teens already hate other teens stalking them, now imagine an adult who just so happens to be ur parent, stalking u
And whatever u do there can be used against u

Omg by saying all that I just made up my mind
SEE YA LATUHHHH FB

I dunno if my mum stalks me or not, but shes friends with Amir
I just blocked both of them so they cant search for me through the fb search engine
But Im not too confident about that

This mess is all caused by Amir
God, u are such an aaaaaaaaaadeiiiiiiiijfffffffftfcuuuuuuuuuuuum
My dad saw him fb-ing, luckily I was upstairs so he didnt get the chance to grill me
So for a few days Im gonna keep my distance from him and the lap top
And again, Amir ur such an aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaddddddddeifchhhhhhhauuuuu =.=

SO SO LAME
ADULTS ARE SO SO ANNOYING
Go knit something or go to a PTA meeting or something
Geez, GET. A. LIFE.

..but it wont be the same

*sighs* u guys are really making it hard for me to stop being so sad
honestly? even haziq nearly made me cry
he was being soo nice and said that he'll miss us all and i just wanted to cry after that : (
then reading aisya's and put's and ami's, gosh ami's blog didnt help cheer me up either

i dont know what to do now..

it wont be the same without u guys
i dont know what school will be like after this
gosh, its going to be so quiet

but im not gonna make u guys stay anymore
not because i dont want u guys to stay, trust me theres nothing i want more than to graduate with u guys
i want u guys to go and not come back ( i cant believe i finally said that )

i know how hard u guys worked for this
how much u wanted this
how often u prayed for this
and now ur given the chance to have a brighter future, so take it and dont let go

u guys have each other so please dont give up
i know u guys, u guys might go through some emotional breakdowns but u guys never give up
gosh now im crying >.<

i didnt think i was going to cry today actually
i had quite some time to get used to the idea of u guys leaving but i just couldnt control my emotions
it was really hard

im gonna miss u Amirah Tahir and Puteri Afrina Abdullah
no one will ever take ur places because u guys are unique
u guys made me who i am today, and im glad

Looking fear right in the eyes *grr?*

I guess I should explain the title first;
Tomorrow ze family and I are going to the polo club (haven't been there in ages yo)
and Imma face. my. fear.
My dad teached Amir how to ride the other day and I got all jealous (typical me really)
I havent ridden in ages so I really miss it
BUT I did almost fall off
After the day I almost fell, horse riding was never the same

Wow I sound really dramatic XD

But yeaaaaah I wanna try riding again to see if I can suddenly be all trauma-less?
After thinking all about it I started to day dream about getting my own horse as a sweet sixteen gift XD
HAHA YEAH RIGHT, like that's ever gonna happen
It would be really cool though : O

And now I wanna look at my 2010 resolutions
The ones I failed at after just one month XD
Tadaa:

1- Be less emotional; yeaaaaah that really isnt working out since I got all pissed at Hariz yesterday and ignored him all day today

2- Stop swearing so much; LMAO LIKE THIS COULD EVER HAPPEN

3- STOP CRUSHING ON PEOPLE WHO WILL NEVER EVER, EVER, LIKE ME BACK; cant help myself?

Im still working on resolution numero uno though which is "try to exercise everyday''
Maybe Ill cut everyday and make it just ..I dont know

Hm yeah all I know is that I feel like talking about boys

1- saw pondok just now, he saw me too and was grinning and saying some stuff to his friends I guess

2- hot bod guy has side burns, guh-ross

3- HEEEEEEE after a whole year of stalking asyraf, he finally notices me <3 and my crazy menyibuk friends =.='' (YEAH IM TALKIN BOUT U AISYA) lol

4- haziq says Im hebat o.O? cool

5- izzat azwa isnt as annoying in real life, maybe he's afraid of me XD

6- I like cikgu varathan! ( I dont mean I have a crush on him though =.= )

7- hariz is really creepy when he does this --> O.O he should stick to being sepet

Okay Im done now, gracias for reading this load of shizz <3

I CAN SEE CLEARLY NOW

..THE RAIN IS GOOONE
lol I cant stop singing that!

Yesterday (Saturday) I finally got my contact lenses!
I thought I had to wait a whole week but YAY I didnt have to

So yeah, the whole family went to KLCC
Deric, the optometrist told me my eye sight didnt get any worse so that was a HUUUUGE relief
and almost, kind of, very shocking o.o
My spectacle powers are 400 and 375 ..told u guys I am blind

Deric, the optometrist, was probably the nicest chinese guy I have EVER met
besides Uncle Danny of course
who isnt my Uncle fyi
cause well, hes chinese, duh?
hes just a neighbour who's friends with my dad
and his wife taught me how to play the swings
aww? XD

and the time I finally got Astro, I played badminton with him
yeaaah, good times, good times

ANYWAAAYS (I should stop being so nostalgic), Deric taught me how to put the contacts on
WHICH WAS VERY VERY FRUSTRATING
my eye got all watery and I thought I was gonna end up blind
but I got it! eventually
and Deric said those were tears of joy

..then I had the other eye
my left eye was ever watery-er? and I started sniffing
and Deric thought I was crying =.=''
but he was so sweet lol and was like, 'aww dont cry'
LOL

wee then I got all over-excited because I could finally see things clearly
and I hugged my car because I could see it (not that I couldnt before)
and I stared at a couple of cute guys and they stared back
WEE LIFE COULDNT GET ANY BETTER
okay maybe it could, but whatever